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he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
☮ 17:57


hey you..
hMm.. today got Physics Test.. i forgot the Formula.. haizz.. i wrote the A.Mathz formulae on the test paper.. haizz.. i dunno if i can pass... tml got E.Mathz test.. haizz.. test-test.. on Fri still got test.. Malay.. haizz.. i'm so tired..

Yesterday,, i din come fer BAND.. yepp.. heard that Leng din come.. hMm.. i wen for AhlOng's appointment.. so tired,.,. its few days kept waking up late.. stress bAh.. haizz.. gort a lot of projects.. Let me list the projectss....

o1. ) E.mathz.. with Edmund and ChekChuan.. weird couple.. haizz.. God.. why do i hv to grp with them??
o2. ) CME.. Catherine, Sheila and mE.. on Tsunami.. i'm doing on the ppt presentation..
o3. ) English.. (text type) mE and SerA..
o4. ) English.. (Computers) HuiLingTan, Stella, Jonathan, Lizhe & mEE..

hMm.. guess no mOree.. i thinkkk..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050123 15:51


hEy yOu..
if i waNna listen to "i dunno you anymore
going to take a bAth.. hv to buy e-mAth 1oYS.. haizz... $$ fLy aWaYYY.....

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 13:43


hEy you..
yesterday, i called Asyikin after praying.. Syukur kepada Allah.. our prob dah solved.. haizz... i carn nag anymore.. BURT i can sing.. hAhA`` i'm shO sMarrt.. yep! yesterday she tOld me that she went to NgeAnnPoly.. she met Jasper.. well.. she TOUCH-CUM-MOLEST the flute.. oh mE God.. hAhA`` she cArn playy.. hAhA!! if got mE arr, they FOR SURE want mE in the BAND.. hAHa.. oppx.. i SOUNdeD like Kelvin.. bEuY hAO bAi mAn.. hEehEe..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050122 17:05


hEy yOu..
Asyikin type this in e sisters blog..

[[ SORRY...

1) ...fer hUrtiNg u
2) ...fer rUiniNg uR lOve life
3) ...dat u hAv tO sacrifice uR belOved oNe fEr me aNd mAke uRself SufFer
4) ... to say dAt ur lOve fEr me hUrts tOo
5) ... dat it has to be no oNe eLse oThEr thAn uR gOdsis who is sUpposed tO suppOrt ur lOve liFe bUt haTe him iNstEad..

sEe hOw mucH i hAv hUrT u? u tOld me nOt to saCrifice.. bUt whY did u dO it? i aM thE persOn whO is suppOsed to diSapPear frOm tis wOrld, noT u.. i hAv brOught a lOt of uNhappineSs tO u.. am i rEally fiT tO be uR gOdsis aT all? i dUn minD if uR anSweR is neGative cOz i dEseRve iT.. ]]

i dunno what to say.. i'm still hurt.. not by my own godsister.. by HIM.. haizz.. i dunno.. then herr blogger..

Aaaargh!! why do i hav to say all those things to rinna?! and why did she begged him and ask fer forgiveness.. is tis a sacrifice? it did not make me feel much better.. instead, it hurts me more.. i noe she is hurt too bcOz of me..yes... ME! Me! Me! she is hurt cOz i've ruined her lOve life.. i've ruined her everything.. wat sOrt of gOdsis am i?! i feel like crying now... why can she be hOnest wif him so easily but not wif me in the first place? i juz can't bear it anymore.. and i am also making our sister relationship from bad to worse..

i'm wrong too.. so sorry,,, i'm so sorry..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050120 21:57


haizz.. only this pic can make feel better



so hurt again..

» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
i had already prOmised myself.. dat i wun care fer who u lOve..
» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
wun interfere ur persOnal life..
ˉ×» sıłνεявłυε_аηέηέκ… [[ sıSŧεяs ∞ 4εvεямōяε ]] says:
i dun wantt
» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
bcOz it will only invite prObs..
» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
and tis happens since last year..
» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
sumtimes, i can't stand it tOo..
» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
juz feel like giving up instead..
ˉ×» sıłνεявłυε_аηέηέκ… [[ sıSŧεяs ∞ 4εvεямōяε ]] says:
i wanna to give up..
ˉ×» sıłνεявłυε_аηέηέκ… [[ sıSŧεяs ∞ 4εvεямōяε ]] says:
i dun wan to fall for him anymoree
» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
u keep saying tis..
» AcHicKëN « o.O SïstErS FöRêVêR 0.o says:
but u possibly can't..

she dun even trust me.. fucking life.. made a choice that i wun go for BAND on Tue,,,

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 21:44


what would u do if the person u LIKE hurt u..? ( the person dunno that u LIKE her )

well....for me.....i'll think tat she cannot be blamed lar....i mean....first of all she doesn't even know i like her...and doesn't really understand the feelings i have for her....so basically...she'll jus treat me like any ordinary fren lor....and wats more....even couples who are in love tend to hurt each other once in a while......even best frens hav tat prob.......

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 21:01


hEy you..
tOday,, something happened.. haiz.. hate myself.. during the NPY trip.. someone.. haiz.. told him that Asyikin hated... so,, STUPID ME.. no! fucking imbecile me.. said sorry on behalf of Asyikin and told the person the truth.. fuck.. i got a "DAMN IT" from him.. thanks.. nice gift worr,, so tired today.. the trip was.. okiAE.. burt i HATE IT.. i rather get SUAN by Ong or maybe see Denise skirt shO shOrtt.. hAha`` haizz.. riNna, i know you're hurt and you dun want her to know it.. i dun mind being hurt by him bcoz i'm defending her.. and i think it's the BEST WAY..... BEST WAY..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050119 16:54


hey you,,
today.. i went to the BRIDGE wit Asyikin.. i tot she was terribly upset wit me yesterday.. okiae,.,. i'm sorry,. BURT,,, SHE PASSED HER POA.. yeAhhh.. burt,,, i carn nag at her anymore.. i must remember this... haizz... tomolo,, going ot NYP... i dun wan to go... coz gort the person.. i dun wan Asyikin to get mOoDsWinG... should i run from the trip to NYP?? or not?? haizz...

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050118 16:44


hEy you..
today.. i went to WangYan's farewell party.. haizz.. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO?? haizz.. dunno arr.. before going therre.. got BAND mah.. much better.. coz Leng come mah.. hahA`` i met Asyikin after BAND at the bus stop.. she said that her mum allowed her to go liaozz.. she asked if i wann to go wit herr,, i dunno worr... on my way, (home) i help this guy... he carn see.. sho i helped... the guy from Denise class hu added me.. called me... eh? i dunno his name arr.. met Abi... and gone to the farewell party.. thank goodness.. that Asyikin told Awie that i'll be late.. i din tell mum... what a great SIN.. haizzz.. the farewell party was.. okiae arr.. BURT someone just had to crash on the party and be the WET BLANKET,,, haizz.. she told someone's secrets to them in the party... then,, kept toking abt HIM to me... i left earlier arr.. i hugged WangYan goodbye.. haizz.. GoodBye WangYan... gonna miss yOo.. btw.. today was MingLie's bday..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050115 13:50


hEy you..
uMm.. today actually gort MENDAKI.. ya.. i din go.. ya.. @ First Toa Payoh Sec.. hMm.. the fu-cking people wagged their fu-cking tongues again.. nan-bei.. they say ahlOng again.. fu-ck!! hate this fu-cking life.. sometimes.. i get angry wit ahlOng.. haizz.. fu-ck.. yesterday.. after BAND.. Asyikin asked whether i know who is her house Cap.... fu-ck... for sure him again.. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO THINK OF THE FU-CKING PERSON OVER & OVER AGAIN?!? haizz... fu-cking life.. i feel like quiting BAND.. ahlOng cried when she came in AhbOi's rOom.. WHY?

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050114 13:41


hEy you..
today.. i got scolded by the malay teacher.. why me? so BIAS.. coz i left my file in BAND room.. i dunno who took my file.. she din even scold Shei.. so fu-cking BIAS.. haizz.. then... after sch.. there's malay mock test.. i think i'll fail.. coz i din finish the compo.. SUCK.. got scolded again.. FU-CK.. went for BAND.. got SUAN by the Ong.. FU-CK.. sO FU-CKING BIAS.. i hate people who are freaking BIAS.. he's making me QUIT BAND and HATE BAND every SINGLE FU-CKING PRACTICE.. btww.. today is Coraline's bday.. i forgot abt it.. so FU-CKING ANGRY.. FU-CK..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050109 13:33


hEy you..
today.. i brought a new pencil case.. hMm quite cheap.. $1.90/=.. when i finished praying, someone called ahlOng's hp.. she was angry.. "XiaoMing?" she said, "so KPO! NOT his ___ what..." i was so confused.. the other time mum said it was the fu-cking BASTARD's ___.. i became more confused..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050108 13:29


Asyikin.. i tot you're toking abt Shei.. i'll admit that i was cool-headed.. i'm so sorry... i didn't know.. i'm just another useless imbecile... i'm so foolish...

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050107 13:25


dear daryll,


today, the BAND open hse.. hMmm.. very few Sec1s came.. Not so 'happening'.. we played the Singapore Rhaspody.. burt e Ong not happy arh!! keep saying we too loud.. hAhA.. 3 times.. maybe gort Denise arr.. haha! all her fault.. heehee.. waited for XX.. she was angry bcoz of him.. heard that he insult NPCC and threw JunJie's barry.. i tot she was toking abt someone else.. uMm..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050106 13:22


hEy you..
today.. i cried during BAND coz..
o1.) not feeling well..
o2.) too stressed..
o3.) Yue Chang treat me so cold..
haizz.. nebermind arr... this is will be my last year with them.. i must sherish them.. haizz..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050105 21:18


hEy you
hMm.. today stayed back for BAND open hse.. nothing to docoz all the work is finished.. helped Kyou Un w her homework.. yEah.. nothing speacial bahz.. i wan to to work hard for e O's.. yep!! Let's NOT just burt.. DO IT!! keke.. wanna sleep early..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050103 18:08


SAVAGE GARDEN LYRICS

"I Don't Know You Anymore"

I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

Springtime in the city
Always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda, don't stop
Keep that chin up, you'll be all right
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?
'Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day

So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I see your face
I see your face

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 17:51


dear daryll,


HaPPy nEw yEar.. uMm.. sO tirred.. it's the first day of sch.. so sleepy.. today,, i said "harlOw" to XX burtt,., she din reply orr.. maybe her reply was tOo sOft.. kiAE.. i know.. maybe you think i'm not the one who i used to be.. burt.. i din change.. it's you.. haizz.. skOoL is wOnDerfuLLy SUCKS..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050131 18:49


hEy you..
today Asyikin went to KK.. she got Gastric.. what can i do? i carn nag.. Asyikin u so degil.. haizz.... i hope you're fine.. i dun mind if u dun come to skool tml.. as long i know that you are all right.. i'm so sorry again..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 17:29


hey you..
toDay.. i was really cOnfused.. yah.. i dunno.. the email..

From : Nur Asyikin Rashid
Sent : Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:13:39 PM
To : rinna_oi@hotmail.com


i am sorry i can't be your godsister anymore...... i have my reasons.....

it lOoked so reaL.. i was very cOld to herr.. Asyikin i'm so sorry.. maybe coz.. i'm so hurtt abt the fri night.. i din think of him.. burt why must you brought his name..? stop it.. i dunn wan to our friendship to end.. that why i just kept quiet.. if u would like to know.. if i'm unhappy of somthing.. i'll kept quiet...

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050130 21:28




hMm.. i miSs Shoban, Nagulan & Jeffrey.. i mEan theiR stupiD jOkes.. burt,, they carn defeat the GREAT EDMUND KOH ENG CHONG.. hAhA..

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 17:20


hEy you..
tOday.. i was so fucking rude to AhlOng.. yeahh.. i know.. Fuck.. it was LIKE A DRAMA>> i hate myself.. i kept thinking of the person.. and what Asyikin said "I've overcome it" was it true?

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050129 17:08


hEy you..
tOday.. gOrt CcA opEn hSe.. burt i got Mendaki.. nx week oso got Mendaki.. but got BanD xchange.. haizz.. the Mendaki tuisyen was.. okiAE... the people there were very friendly.. actually, me and Awie were late.. her friend's dad sent us there.. then,, still sent us back.. but.. i wanted to go back to sch to check if the open hse is done.. gOoD thing.. i met Lizhe & HuiLing.. then,, we went to eAt @ mAcD.. hMm.. thenn.. go to Johnathan's hse.. well.. he's hse.. like Asyikin's hse.. he got 2 BIG FISH TANK.. wahh.. blahy-blah-blah.. we did the project..

Yesterday,, there's Sec1 camp.. Asyikin called me @ nite.. and told who the MCs of the cAmpfirre.. Fuck mAn.. i told her to stay home.. thenn.. i din talk much to herr,..,

he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥

☮ 20050126 19:00


R
Refreshing

I
Intelligent

N
Normal

N
Neglected

A
Accurate