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20040929
17:46
dear daryll, today.. there's no e.mathz remedial... so stupid... hMm... got a lot of assignments..... luckily, i didn't miss Chemistry and Melayu... hMm.. i got 59% for the Sep Melayu paper,,, so lousy... today also younger sis' birthday... i don't knw what to buy for her... just wish her.... just after school.... i didn't have MY MATH remedial with XX... i was too tired... XX (maybe)is crying somewhere... near her block..... i'm so heartless.... she doesn't want to go home... hMm.... Actually,, someone wanted go home with her.. but i'm with her... i know..... after school... at home... mum asked me if i want to follow her... but i said "NO!" i'm so heartless again... i'm not fit to be a human... sobsob. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20040928
19:38
dear daryll, tommorow.. there's isn't any e.mathz remedial.. what a stupid thing... arh! so noisy... under the block... hMm.... i wan to go to 3E2 Physics remedial... but... i'm so stupid.. missed two periods of A.mathz.. he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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19:20
Thinking...
dear daryll, I'm listening to Eyes on me.mid.. the person is online... Now.. Talking to me...... What does he want? hMm.. I don't know what to say... Still remember what they said to me... he's like blaming me... Ah! Don't deny it... I could still remember what his mother said to me when I told him to go home when he doesn't want to.. he's blaming me too.. I knew it.. They hated me.... bcoz of an incident that shld not be mention he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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17:33
hMm..
dear daryll, today, I didn't go to school.. Got a bad headache... Anyway, I didn't want to go school either.. Sick of it.. Just now mum help me.. i felt the love.. i was wrong... maybe i thought of getting away from my family.... i hate myself.. i'm so stupid.....im sorry... i know.. it's my fault.. hMm... think i am going to study... today i miss E.Mathz lesson... they going through the yesterday homework and the Cosine rule.. nevermind... maybe tomorrow.. i'll join the 3E2 E.Mathz lesson..... hMm... maybe.. that's all.... he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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15:25
Once in a golden hour, I cast to earth a seed.. Up there came a flower, the people called it a weed.. To and fro they went.. Thro' my garden bower and muttering discontent.. Cursed me and my flower.. Then it grew so tall.. It wore a crown of light.. But thieves from o'er the wall stole the seed by night.. Sow'd it far and wide.. By every town and tower.. Till all the people cried, "Splendid is the flower!" Read my little fable: He that runs may read. Most can raise the flower now, For all have got the seed. And some are pretty enough, And some are poor indeed; And now again the people still calls it a weed 26/9 he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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15:24
ThE tRaiN wiLL tAkE uS aWay tO tHe fUtUrE... wE'LL bE tOgeThEr... x-pLoriNg tHe wOrLd bEyOnD... YoU aNd mOi [mE] wiLL fAcE LoTs aNd LotS oF nArrOw pAtH... bELievE ThAt yOu cAn dO iT.. I cAn tOo.... ALwaYs beLieVe iN yoUrSeLf aNd nOthinG cAn cOmE iN oUr wAy.. hAhA`` SiSteRs fOreVer & evEr & fOreVermOrE he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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15:19
dear daryll, Feeling... so alone.... tears... tears... come on rlnna... you can make it.. tears can't bring you anywhere.... but why i feel like i didn't have family? i'm so jealous looking at a girl with her mum and sister... on their way to Mayflower Sec for Mendaki Meet-the-Parents section... feel like KILLING them... WHAT they laughing happily?!? must be laughing at me.... why i'm so ill-fated? how i wish i have never exist...... XX said, "i also never know wat is sisterly love until i got to noe u... since the day i get to become ur sister, i hav always loved u.." he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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20040927
17:09
dear daryll, just now i hit my head.. Ouch.. a bump on my head.. i haven't eat yet... so hungry... wonder if the person has eaten or not.. Maybe not yet... she's always like this.. never eat... he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥
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16:25
Sacrifice??
dear daryll, I'm feeling down now.. why i like the person? is it so difficult to forget the person? i'm sick of him.. he's everywhere... another thing, someone else.... sac·ri·fice 1. giving up of something valued: a giving up of something valuable or important for somebody or something else considered to be of more value or importance 2. something valued and given up: something valuable or important given up as a sacrifice 3. offering to god: an offering to honor or appease a god, especially of a ritually slaughtered animal or person 4. something or somebody offered to a god: something or somebody offered to honor or appease a god 5. symbolic offering: a symbolic offering made to a god 6. loss in giving up something valued: a loss incurred by giving away or selling something below its value 7. chess strategic giving up of chess piece: in chess, an act or instance of allowing or forcing an opponent to take one of your pieces or pawns so that you can gain an advantage position But... what does it really mean? he ate my heart, then he ate my brain ♥ |